Watched her mental health and appearance decline over the last year. I follow several female nomads with curiosity as I was also interested in pursuing this lifestyle. I am glad I waited and watched because none of them seem to be doing well. The stress from being on the road wears you down. I hope you let your families help you get back on your feet and admit to yourself it's time to stop. Wishing you only the best but I can't watch your downfall anymore.